~SparKlonoa

Yes, I abbreviated "please" just because I felt like it! XP;;;

So anyway, I know I've mentioned about my RP References and stuff...well. I'm thinking about canning some of it, simply because some of it just doesn't make sense. Plus, I'm just not satisfied with those parts of it.

Now as far as my art goes, I'm gonna experiment here and there, but that's not my main focus anymore. I'll still focus on it, of course. I just want to find my main motivation and all.

So yeah, I don't expect anyone, except the few that are helping me, to put into words how to help me with art, but is there a chance that someone could help me with coming up with ideas for RPing? I just want to know how people like and come up with what they do.

Of course, then it's hard, because I often feel like my Ref is too crappy to work with there's and, at the same time, I want to be able to enjoy stuff like RPing with them.

I don't know. I guess it's a rant of mine, because I just don't wanna feel like I miss out on everything that goes on with my friends anymore. That's what happens, I think, for every time I lose contact with them, and it gets to me quite a lot. =x

Oh well...I guess that's all I gotta say. Thank you for reading and have a good day.

--SparKitsune (Tim)

So....yeah....>_>;;;...halo thar~ :B

Lol, that was random...X3;

Anyway, I got done whatever I had to for Business School. Now, I just have to wait and see what they say about the Mastery Test this coming Monday. I will take to consideration that the test will cover everything, but hopefully not all at once....hopefully....>_>;;;

Now about that personal thingamajig...I don't really feel like talking about that, so I won't. No sense telling the public about things that should be kept within the family. =x

So, there's nothing much else to say, except that I really should get my rear in gear with drawing again, now that I have the chance and time. I did manage to digitally trace something, so I might as well post it up real quick. It'll be in Scraps, but hopefully the coloring will be done soon.

Anyway, that's all I have to say. Have a good day everyone~ :3

--SparKitsune (Tim)

(Oh, forgot to say, thank you for the support when I was getting that assignment done. I know it wasn't much, but it did help me cheer up and prepare for how things were gonna work. Once again, thanks! )

Current Art Ideas:

1. Valentine's Picture for Someone I Shall Remain Nameless~ <3 (I know it's late, but I'll get it done ASAP...and take my time, of course. )
?. Open Art Idea
?. Picture for (Depending on When He's Done With My Art Request)

Character Bio Progress:

Tim [link]
[link n/a yet]

Okay, so I'm all better as far as me physically, so now, the real challenge is staying well in self-confidence and emotionally as well. ._.;

Strange timing for some that have felt stressed recently, but it seems I am starting to reach my down time.

You see, my school works in blocks, which are mini-semesters, and I was suppose to have completed something by the end of the block...turns out, I couldn't...-.-;

Now, I'm gonna have to wait and see what the school says, seeing that I've been sick, but I feel angry at myself for not applying myself today. (I don't know what happened...my motivation was just not there. ._.; ) They might not get on my case, but you never know. It doesn't help that I have some emotional issues as well, so coping with it's not easy, and yeah...

it's a long story, but that falls into self-esteem as well...

So, I just hope that things will work out tomorrow, because if not, I'm gonna feel like the biggest failure out there. X.x;

Anyway, I'll fill you guys in on what happens...just pray and hope this turns out well. Thanks for reading.

TO BE CONTINUED...

1:39 PM: Well, I have two days to get to complete what I have to. I just hope it's enough time that I have the potential and motivation to get it done.

So yeah, my self-esteem's starting to get higher now. I just hope it doesn't go back to being low (for personal reasons, sorry to say. ) But don't worry, I won't have to bring that up if it doesn't go low again.

Anyway, thank you for the comments I got so far. I appreciate it very much.

I'll elaborate more on this if I have to, but for now, I'll just hope the rest of the day goes well. *crosses fingers* :3

Yeah, I was doing great yesterday as far as eating and staying healthy, right until I got to bed.

You see, my Mom just got this flu which, to tell the truth, is so bad, it topped on quote the "Hong Kong Flu" in the 70's. Now, it just so happens that just last night, I got it and boy was it not a good night's sleep at all. =x

I spent the night completely awake by the annoying feeling of the flu and twice when I had to go to the bathroom, I puked. >_<; But seriously, this is a heavenly feeling in comparison to how Mom felt, as she spent minutes, maybe hours, puking and using the toilet.

Well, sorry if you're the faint of grossness, but I had to say this to let someone know that the Valentine's picture might have to wait until about next week. Granted, I can use the computer right now, I don't wanna push myself too hard and suffer as a result. That wouldn't be good.

Plus, I have to push my nose to the grindstone with the final days of my school block, at most, during the weekend if it might be too much for me to work on it right now.

I'm sorry, I wouldn't normally put my goals aside if it weren't for me being sick as well as the school block coming to a close. Don't worry, I'll get back to it as soon as that's off my back.

So now, that's all I have to say. I hope I feel better, as this is not something I enjoy having, obviously. Stay well, everyone.

--SparKitsune (Tim)

Current Art Ideas:

2. Valentine's Picture for Someone I'll Remain Nameless~ <3
?. Open Art Idea (Might Digitalize it until I get the art request from YU-SA.
3. Picture for

Character Bio Progress:

Tim [link]
Ruka [link n/a yet]

Just wanted to clear something up...I know I haven't put any art since my last journal, but really, I wanted to give myself time to practice some things first. Sorry if people were waiting for something from me. =x

Now, I think I'm ready to start drawing something for real again, not just practice. I'm trying a little bit of a different style...well, for the eyes at least. I was gonna try a TOTALLY different art style, but I'm clearly not ready to make my art look more mature/realistic yet. For now, I'm just gonna focus on some teeny little changes that I've learned and wider pupils.

So yeah, I just wanted to clear that up. I already got people commenting on my last journal, so I don't wanna leave them in the dust and all.

Thanks for reading and I hope you all are having a swell day.

Current Art Ideas:

1. Open Art Idea
2. Valentine's Picture for Someone I'll Remain Nameless~ <3
3. Picture for

--SparKitsune (Tim)

P.S. Oh man; I almost forgot! Yesterday was the Super Bowl Youth Event and oh my word was that one hell of a finish for the win by the Giants. X3;;; I have the moment of the touchdown on my camera as a video. LOL, I couldn't keep my mouth shut or stand still as I was holding onto the camera, I was that excited!

Maybe I should show the video on YouTube, because I don't think I'll ever get a climatic event like that on tape in a long while. XD

Character Bio Progress:

Tim [link]
Ruka [link n/a yet]